In Meeting with B- and D-

For the first time I
Get to know how complicate it is
To encounter the highest happiness with
The company of deepest despair

What's it like to be trapped between?
What's it like to be stuck within?

I found there's no more time and space
What lies within is a complete emptiness
'tis something i could never recall (before)
'tis something i cannot put in language

Shall i sing along with a tune?
Shall i expose them on the film?
Or i just stare at the infinite front
Like those who stare at the very place where the green ants dreamt